Bowlcut’s little piece of the world

Is it sad when you clean and find money?  Not like change but dollar bills.  Oh well, found some…score for me?  I have to clean up this apartment before Friday night.  Living room is livable.  Id like it cleaner but with the clutter and just vast amount of crap I have, its not going to get much better.  Ive tried selling things to my friends, even giving it away offers, but I cant get rid of it.  I hate throwing things away, but thats how its going to have to be.  Here soon Im going to load up and take stuff to the dump or to Goodwill depending on the stuff.  Oh well…Ill just continue to tuck things away.

Cooking up another pot roast.  nothing like a huge hunk of cheap meat long cooked with some veggies to really elongate the budget.  I think each hunk was like 10 bucks, each could feed me for 3 maybe 4 days depending on how long I care to keep it.  Last piece was 3 days but today I figured it was time to finish it off since it had been in the fridge for a few days.  Best part….its a set it and forget it type of deal.  Always good.  Ok…now to fold some laundry, or fold up into a ball on the bed…

You know the feeling.  Waking up not knowing what day it is.  Still go to work and feel like crap.  Then get home and wonder…why did I go though all that.  Oh well.  Its over with now.  But no cravings today, just hungry on the drive home.  Being almost 6 hours since lunch, its understandable.  Had a little bit of crabby attitude today, tho I think it will be worse tomorrow.  We will see.  Again same food as yesterday, thats just how I roll…

I dont know what I was craving but on the drive home…I knew I wanted something.  Not entirely sure tho.  Im not really a sweets person so it wasnt like sweet.  I think maybe just lack of food late in the day ment the blood sugar was off and I knew it.  But right now Im doing decently well.  Made a pot roast for lunch and it was decent, probably could have cooked it longer, needed to start it sooner.  Then some chicken salad for a small snack.  And then some steak’s for dinner, yes steaks.  They are small eye of round steaks so two isnt bad.  I am feeling a bit of a headache coming on.  Not sure if its caffeine or not, just because I still havent drank a lot of caffeine.  But I didnt make it to the gym, thats still tough.  I had hoped to go for a walk.  But right as I was trying to leave work an issue came up that kept me there longer  Going to try to stop that.  But maybe tomorrow…maybe

Well Ive decided to go at it again. Going back to Atkins… Yea yea yea say it doesnt work. I lost a lot before, and because I got lazy and life changes…I got all screwed up and gained it all back. So here we go again. Monday morning, October 1st. Hell even debating waking up early like I used to do and hit the gym. Hopefully something will change. I know Ive gotten very lazy as of late, hell Ive not even cleaned my apartment in forever. So…things are going to change.

And this is where you come into play. I need everyone to berate me and kick my ass. Im going to do this again…Im tired of this rut Ive been stuck in for over a year… so come kick my ass….lord knows it needs it. I am going to try to document this process. Because last time I am still have no idea what I really did. Thinking that maybe I can better document it and figure out what works. First thing I want/need is a good set of scales, anyone want to help hint hint. Also Im going to try to be proactive here in what I am doing, so if you see me not posting, prod me.

Ive got a big pot roast in the crock pot. Few pounds of beef, some red pepper, celery, broccoli stems, some mushrooms, and a little broth. So thats going to be lunch with some broccoli and cheese I think. I just hate that even picking the budget cuts of meat, the grocery bill still was way too much. We will see what I can do to bring the bill down.